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Our Prom night came. I bought a new tuxedo and poured almost the entire bottle of perfume. I went to fetch Sam. Sam's mother greeted me and I went to sit in the living room waiting for her to come down. I was talking to her father when I heard her say, "How do I look?" I look up and saw her lovelier than ever in a strapless white dress with her hair flowing around her face. I stood up and opened my mouth but found out I could not find my voice. Then I got her hand shakily fastened the corsage around her wrist and whispered, "To the loveliest girl in the whole world." She then asked, “Is that true?" I nodded and she smiled and I smiled back then I turned to open the door for her.


When we arrived at the gymnasium we hardly recognized our classmates. Gone were the jeans and T-shirts. They were replaced with tuxedos and gowns. Then I held out her hand bowed and said," Would you give me the honor of your first dance?" She laughed and curtseyed. Then I led her to the dance floor.


It was like a dream coming true, a moment of enchantment. I was there dancing with the only girl I ever loved. She was smiling up to me, as we were slowly moving in a smooth gliding motion. I found myself lost as I stared down to her sparkling eyes. The curls of her long hair were like waves enhancing her beautiful face. There were so many things I wanted to tell her that moment. I wanted to tell that she was the most beautiful girl that night. I wanted to tell her that she would always be the beacon of light in my darkness, but what I wanted to tell her the most was that I love her. I drew up all my courage and bent to whisper it in her ear but suddenly the music stopped and the magic was gone. I came close to telling her, but still haven't done it.


We walked towards the table and found ourselves surrounded by friends. I asked her if she wanted a drink, she nodded and so I went to get one. It took me a long time to get one and when I returned to our table, she was gone. I asked her friend, Katie, where she was but she told me that she doesn't know. So I went and search for her.


As I was searching for her, I reached the garden. There I saw two silhouette figures outlined by the moon's silvery light. They were so close to each other. I could never describe the feeling I had when I recognized the white dress Sam was wearing that night. I just turned and left the gymnasium. Since that night, I avoided her. Many times she tried talking to me but I never gave her the chance to do so. I was afraid to hear her say that she loves Mark and not me. I would rather have left in ignorance of her true feelings for me than to hear from those dreaded words and feel my hope crush and my heart break. I didn't return her calls. I would not see her if she comes into our house. In the hallways, as she approaches I would go to another direction. It also hurts to do those things but then I thought that was the best way to forget her. Those months were tormenting but still I kept my pride.


The day of our graduation came. I was planning to take up medicine at a neighboring state and was to move out the next day. As the program ended, she approached me and handed me a rose. As she stared at me. There was something in her eyes I couldn't describe. There was sadness in them and when she smiled it wasn't the same smile she had. I wanted to hug her at that moment, tell her that I love her but then she turned and walked away from me.

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Then one day, I just learned from a friend that she already had a boyfriend. At first, I tried to convince myself that it was just a rumor. Her boyfriend was Mark, a popular senior, who was the heartthrob of the campus. She, being the cheerleader was close to the basketball team which Mark was the captain. When I saw them walking together at the parking lot that afternoon, I watched her with my heart slowly breaking into pieces. I saw her wave at me but I just pretended not to see her for I was scared that she might see in my eyes the pain I'm feeling inside because of seeing her with another guy.


Those days that followed where the saddest days of my life. How my heart aches when I see her walk by me with him at her side. every time we meet in hallways and I see him around her, there's a feeling inside me that makes me want to grab her away from him. How it hurts to see the girl I long possess was now owned by somebody else. That special smile I long for her to cast on me was now casted on him as she passes by me she doesn’t know that I whisper the words "God how I love you."


Then one faithful day they broke up. She came too me that evening crying on my shoulder. They had a big fight and it ended up to their break up. Mixed feelings were scaring me inside. I was happy because she was free and maybe I would have the chance of telling her my true feelings for her but then I was feeling so bad because she is crying her heart out just for him. At that time, I was not quite sure of what I wanted to do.


So we found ourselves doing what we did in old days with our Saturday swim routine, spending time in our tree house. We still enjoyed doing childish pranks for we still are both young at heart.


So many chances I had for me to confess my feelings for her but still I couldn't bring myself to her for I was scared of losing her once more. I once lost her, now I could not bear of losing her again by telling her I love her. So I just kept my feelings even if it was bursting to be expressed from my aching heart.


It was a week from our JS Prom, we were seated at the branch of an oak tree drying ourselves after our afternoon swim when she said, "I was wondering Chris if you would like to be my partner?" It just got out of my wits for it was like a dream I never thought would happen. It took me awhile to answer her, "I thought there are so many boys who would die for you to be their partner?" So she turned away and quietly said, "Well I just thought I would like to spend that night with my best friend." Then she continued in a whisper I could barely hear, "Don't you want to die just like them to be my partner Chris?" I was too stunned to speak for it came close for me to blurt my feelings for her. We we're silent for a while until I finally whispered, "I would be happy to be your partner Sam." The she smiled and suddenly kissed my cheek. I could hardly contain the joy I felt that time. I saw her turned red and bowed her head. Suddenly she stood up and run towards the water saying, "Last one to reach the water treats to sundae fudge!" I ran slowed up so that I would lose which meant having to have her with me for another three hours or more.

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So we became best friends and it was kind of strange at first for she was a girl and there are things which I was little bit hesitant to indulge her like catching frogs, swimming in the lake and climbing trees, but then she tried and did everything just to please me. There was even a time when she fell off the bike trying to catch up with me in a race we had and I was the one who bandaged her scraped knee. I could still remember the time when she hit the window of our neighbor when we were playing baseball and it was I who talked to Mr. Chambers and promised to pay for the damage, which meant having to loose a week’s allowance. I remembered the time when I fell off the tree when I tried to rescue a little kitten because Sam was near to tears when she saw the helpless kitten trapped in a branch. I even fought with the tough guy when they teased Sam and made her cry and I ended up having a black eye and a bruised cheek. I remember Sam crying as she placed an ice bag over the damaged eye and later gave it a get-well kiss. I did everything to please her and gave everything her little heart desires.


The lake was our favorite hang out. We had our Saturday swim routine. We would pack food and later eat them under the big oak tree. There was a special branch in which the two of us could sit together and tell each other's dreams. She dreams of being a Ballerina and she knows my dream of becoming a doctor. She never laughs at my dreams and pursuits even if they were quite impossible. It made me like her even more.


As years went by, I noticed that my feelings towards her were slowly changing. Somehow, I thought it was just a simple crush case. But when I started thinking about her at night, dreaming of her and having the feeling of wanting to be with her all the time, I thought it was something different, something that made me feel strange, but then it was exhilarating feeling. It made me feel so alive. Whenever our hands touch, I could feel the tingling sensation in my spine. Once, when we were at the lake having our Saturday swim routine and as I carried her towards the water edge, I had the feeling of not wanting to let go. I just wanted that moment to continue hoping it would never end. I then realized I was slowly falling in love with my best friend.


Many times I tried to deny the feeling for I was scared to imagine what would happen if ever I'd try to tell her how I feel about her. I was scared because she might think that I'm taking advantage of her and our friendship. I was afraid of losing her so I just kept my feeling hidden.


We reached the age of fifteen and I noticed that Sam grew lovelier each day. How my heart aches wherever I see boys glance her way. I want to punch their noses as I watch them talking to her giving compliments, flowers and chocolates. There were times when I watch her at a distance mixed feelings of anger and hurt because it hurts so much to know that there were so many things I wanted to tell her but then I could not do so. There were so many presents which I long to give her but then I could not for she might see me only as a friend. I was also scared of letting her know how I feel about her as much as losing her.

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What can I say about a girl I loved since I was ten..... that I love the way she laughs at me when I commit mistakes, the way she fusses over silly things and even the way she cries over some sad silly late night show? Somehow, I wished I could have told her that I love her but now there's no hope in doing so. For now, it's rather too late- too late for me to do so.


She was my best friend and I have known her since we were small. She knew all my secrets, which reveals my feelings for her, that I love her not only because she's pretty and smart but also the way she laughs at everything and the way she sees life and love.


I could still remember the first time we met; I was five years old then. It was one windy afternoon having no one to play with except for my best friend, Troy. He and his family just moved out to transfer at a neighboring state because his father got promoted. And so I climbed up our tree house, I saw a moving truck coming down the street. I watched it approaching and noticed a family station wagon following it. It stopped in front of the house and out came a family. I was about to glance away when out came the loveliest girl I've seen. She was four years old that time but then even at an early age she was a beauty. She had long curly hair, which reached almost to her waist. She had fair complexion and eyes which could make a man lose his heart into them. I continued to watch her when suddenly she looked up and saw me watching them in the tree house window. I was about to duck when she smiled and waved her hand. I waved back then watched in amazement as I saw her running towards the tree house. So I went to the edge of the ladder and said, "Would you like to come up?" she answered, "May I?" So I help her climb up and when she reached the top she then turned to me and said, "By the way, my name's Sam, what's yours?" I answered, “My name is Christopher but then you can call me Chris." She smiled and said, “Well I like your name. Hey your tree house's neat!" then I replied, “Thanks! Troy and I made this. This used to be our hide out. We used to goof around, play ball and go biking together. He was my best friend and I kind of miss him you know." She smiled and said "I'm here now, we could do things you do with troy and I could be your new best friend too. I never had a boy for a friend before so it could be exciting to have one. I could learn how to play ball and I have my bicycle so we could go biking together. Now how does that sound to you?" I smiled and said, "Well that sounds good enough." Then she held her hand and said, "It's a deal then!" So that's how it started.

Firewalls Benefits

Firewalls are filters that filter any information passing from and into your computer when you are surfing the Internet. It is up to you to set a filtration level where you can say what information gets in and what gets out. Many people believe that the firewalls are the first level of security and they are not far from the truth. There are many benefits of using firewalls.

If you are using a computer at home or office, it is important to have a firewall. The thing is that most large organizations have very complex firewalls which are relatively impenetrable. These firewalls prevent employees from sending out sensitive company data through emails. They also prevent employees from accessing sites which could be harmful to the organization's network or stop the employees from being productive. In addition, firewalls prevent other computers from accessing the company's network.

The benefits of using a firewall are immense for an organization and that is why it is in such great demand. There are many different levels of configuration possible with firewalls and any organization using them would require trained IT employees to oversee and maintain them.

When we talk about computers at home, the firewall used is not as complex as that used in an organization. Here the firewall just has to protect your home PC and network from malicious software like viruses and spyware. A firewall on your home computer does not allow traffic to enter or go out other than what has been programmed. So, if a program entering your computer is infected with virus and does not conform to the preset criteria stipulated on your firewall, it will block it.

Adding RAM to Computers

RAM

We can upgrade the memory of the computer by the adding extra RAM to the memory slots in motherboard in order to increase the overall performance of the computer. Random Access Memory (RAM) is the kind of data storage in the computer in which any storage location can be accessed directly. Both the size and capacity of RAM are lower than the hard disk.

Purpose of RAM

The programs and data that we are currently using are stored in the RAM temporarily so that the processor can access them quickly because the RAM access time is faster which is in nanoseconds compared to the hard disk access time which is in milliseconds. So if we have more RAM in our computer, the number of times the processor has to access the data from the hard disk is decreased.

Motherboards having 2 memory slots

Some of the low cost motherboards have only 2 RAM slots. Generally each slot can support 1 GB memory so we can connect 1 GB memory modules to each of the slot so that the performance of the computer can be improved with the total 2 GB RAM.

Motherboards having 4 memory slots

Some motherboards have 4 RAM slots. So we might think that we can connect 4 GB of RAM to the computer which will greatly increase the performance of the computer. Yes, we can connect 4 GB physically but some of the 32-bit operating systems may not provide the entire 4 GB RAM of memory to us instead it sets side some part of the memory for internal uses and provide around 3 GB for us. So, if we want to utilize all the memory slots for increasing the performance the better option is to connect two 1 GB memory modules to two slots and two 512 MB memory modules to the remaining slots. Even if we add four 1 GB memory modules to each of the slots we are going to get the performance that is almost same as 3 GB only. So we are unnecessarily spending money on one 1 GB memory module.

Choosing Your USB Flash Drive Supplier

USB flash drives are becoming the storage medium of choice for low to mid level data storage solutions. As the demand for flash drives increase, the number of companies selling them grows proportionally. In order to decide the best choice of flash drive supplier, the particulars of the purchase should be considered.

Just about every home entertainment and office store carries a selection of USB drives. These stores usually supply products that appeal to a wider customer base; after all, money is lost for products that remain on the shelves too long. The basics of retail dictate the variety of flash drives to be limited to a handful of basic models. For the buyer who just wants to purchase a single, quality flash drive, the retail home entertainment market is probably the best option.

Another option that should be explored by a single drive purchaser is the online bidding sites. Sites that list people selling products they no longer need or want are plentiful and offer the one time buyer a discount not found anywhere else.

Beware, however, that anything can happen when dealing with an individual you do not know. There are no warranties offered with these products and no guarantees of customer satisfaction.
Still, for the one time buyer the risk is usually worth the reward.

If you want to choose a style or colour choice that fits your taste, then you definitely have to shop the Internet. Internet computer sites offer a much larger selection of drives with bolder styles and every memory size option available. Great deals can sometimes be found on these sites, as they try to liquidate their stock on a discontinued brand of flash drive.

The computer supply site is a good choice for ordering one or more drives from a wide variety.

In order to browse every option available in the USB flash drive market, a buyer should turn to sites that specialise in USB drives. These sites offer services and styles that are not found anywhere else, such as choosing from a variety of colour choices, case styles, and storage capacity; in effect, you build your own personal flash drive online.

Another option available by many speciality sites is to have your flash drive personalised with your name engraved or painted on the outside casing. Obviously, this is not an option your local home entertainment store is going to be able to offer.

Bulk orders are another purchase best made from a USB drive specialist site. Most of these sites will provide a bulk discount and are more likely to have the product in stock and ready to ship than a local store or general computer site will have in their respective inventories.

Like the personalised service, many of these sites will also apply a company or school logo to the drives for a nominal fee. USB flash drives imprinted with your company's logo make for an excellent marketing tool and are much more useful than a bendable pencil.

No matter what your USB flash drive needs are, there is a supplier out there ready to fulfil them.

Computer Optimization - What is It?

Everybody talks about it, but I think most people don't really understand the importance of the whole concept. And that's totally fine. The true meaning might come easier to computers and technology freaks. But our team's main purpose here is to help YOU. You might be wondering, "but why should I care?" Simply put, if you don't know zilch about computers (if you must rely on a tech guy for all your repairs and maintenance), then you should know that your system, just like your car, needs to be tuned-up every now and then in order to keep all the "squirrels inside" running smoothly (to keep it in optimum condition). In other words, knowing when your car needs maintenance can save you big bucks; same concept goes for computer services.

But what's computer optimization? First, we must know the meaning of the word "optimization" or "optimize." The American Heritage® Dictionary defines the term as "to make as perfect or effective as possible." In my own words, computer optimization is a number of processes to which a system (whether is a MAC OS, Microsoft Windows, or Linux/Unix based computer) undergoes in order to maintain its normal usability and performance. Here's a general list of the basic procedures (some might not apply to all operating systems):

• Full disk(s) clean-up
• Registry integrity check and clean-up
• Virus, malware, and adware check and removal
• Disk(s) defragmentation & error-checking test

The good news, for guys like us, is that this is not everything you can do for you computer. Other advanced options such as firewall configuration, hardware driver updates, operating system core stability & integrity check, motherboard BIOS and RAM (random access memory) upgrade, etc., can also be performed to make of your system a SUPER system. And believe it or not, even the dust accumulated inside your case can affect the performance of your computer. Who would have thought of such thing!

I know it seems like a lot of stuff to do, but I think you now understand what true computer optimization really is, what it takes, and how important it can be for your system in the long (and short) run. Right? My advice, if you don't enjoy working with motherboards and CPUs, is simply leave the job to experts like us!

How Do I Remove a Virus From My Computer

During the Trojan war, Greek soldiers hid inside a wooden horse to gain access to the city of Troy. In much the same way, trojan horse viruses gain access to your computer by masquerading as harmless programs and applications. But how do I remove a virus from my computer?

The goal of the trojan horse virus is to break down all of the safety nets and security measures that are placed on a computer. This can prove to be just as dangerous to your system as the real horse was to the city of troy.

The scary part is you can end up with a computer virus through no fault of your own. What appears to be a joke from your friends appears in your inbox. Open that attachment and you could end up with a computer virus. Or you could innocently download a music file or video from a website only to realize that you have let in a virus.

No you've given up control of your computer, and everything on it. The person who created the virus now has access to your entire system. Scary, isn't it? These people can easily learn all of your passwords, your banking information, your credit card information, and anything else on your system or utilized online.

Thanks to these hackers and identity thieves, you need to learn how do I remove a virus from my computer. The sooner you realize that the virus has infected your computer, the faster you can take the steps necessary to destroy it and then prevent it from ever returning again.

Always remember the golden rule when it comes to all computer viruses- an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure. Always be careful and mindful of what you choose to download. Be extremely picky. Only get files from family members, friends and others whom you know that you can trust. If you follow these very basic rules then the ounce of prevention will be all that you will need.

If you reach the point where you must asking "how do I remove a virus from my computer" then you have already fallen behind in your security efforts. The best solution is a complete re-installation and a complete cleaning of your hard drive. This can be a long, drawn out process but it will do the trick nicely.

Another option is to buy anti-virus software that will find a way to attack the Trojan horse on your computer without the hassle of the re-install. It is important however to get software that specifically states that it can find and destroy the Trojan horse virus. Not all anti-virus software programs are created equal. Buy the one you need for the problem you are encountering.

How do I remove a virus from my computer you ask? Remember the ounce of prevention rule and follow it as best you can. If on the other hand your computer gets bitten by the virus, do what needs to be done.